tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32897980.post8578256638143161136..comments2023-06-10T00:59:34.848+10:00Comments on Certain Caesura: I Must Emote...And Tell All About ItPaigehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04714079066537336223noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32897980.post-73235404302176467772011-01-22T12:40:53.044+10:002011-01-22T12:40:53.044+10:00I wish I could talk to you right now. I have to s...I wish I could talk to you right now. I have to say, you are most definitely brave in my eyes. Brave, honest, open, and completely justified in feeling all that you do. Anyone else in your position would feel all of it and more, and the only difference would be that they'd only allow themselves to feel it out loud to a dark, locked, room. Thank you for sharing your feelings, whatever they are. Again, I wish more than anything I could talk to you right now, because I want to tell you how sincerely I admire your honesty. Keep doing what you're doing...time marches on... <br /><br />Re: your other post about kiddo #1 - don't get too caught up in those feelings of failure regarding her. I have obviously had VERY different experiences than you, but my #1 is very similar in description. She cries almost every day, and is obsessed with my emotional state at any given moment. And yes, "mad" is one of her favorites. Curiosity I think. Anyway, my point is, they are constantly going through phases, and I'm really starting to see improvement in Ella (who is what? a year ahead of yours? i can't remember) So it makes me wonder if against all odds, some of it could be coincidence, and merely a stage of development. I was tearing my hair out a year ago too. Or maybe I have no idea what I'm talking about, because I definitely can't say I know how you feel. Just my thoughts.MoreThanMommyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12437461745794169699noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32897980.post-78250957846249505372011-01-22T03:05:49.976+10:002011-01-22T03:05:49.976+10:00You are fine and normal! Love you!!
I know peo...You are fine and normal! Love you!! <br /><br />I know people are concerned about you and when they see the harsh reality of your feelings it is scary. You'll get through this and you are getting through it. It will never be gone, but it will be better. It will shape who you become, but it is not who you are. <br /><br />Every person feels like a failure at some point and I PROMISE this Mom feels like it on a regular basis. It's what challenges us to keep going and to improve. You may be out of energy for a lot of "improvements". You love your daughters and that is enough for now. <br /><br />Can I challenge you to take notice of things as they return to you? The ability to laugh...and enjoy it. The days when you think less about the bad and more about the good. Post about those too. They are part of your journey as well and they will come. <br /><br />Love you and praying for you sweet cousin! You have a lot on your plate and you are far from those who can wrap their arms around you and comfort you. Know we are doing it from here! (If that's possible...) You know what I mean. :)K.P.https://www.blogger.com/profile/02834458307674691610noreply@blogger.com